I wanted to compete fairly, and with a clean conscience. Chocolate biscuits are a temptation for me, not anabolic steroids.
Kirsty Wade (1962 – ), British middle distance runner who won three Commonwealth gold medals in her time as an 800m and 1500m runner.
Alex Raphael 
Soooooo….she’s saying she knew she couldn’t win at the Olympics.
Yeah, she never did much at the Olympics. Not sure why.